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Life Of A Part-Time Mermaid

"when you threw me to the wolves that night,
did you think they’d find me easy to swallow?
you’ve loved me more than the others; you know i claw and scream on the way down.

of course i bit back. i learned to love the moon.
i wore wolf skins as easily as my own.
i growled at death and watched him run.

please know that if you feel the hair rise on the back
of your neck, sense a shadow in the bathroom
mirror, find eyes in the thick of night, i am here.

i do not hunger after you.
i imagine you’ll taste exactly as i remember: sour, chalky, gritty. dirt under my nails.
i will be bored of this form soon.

i suggest next time, you try feeding me to dragons. — A STUDY IN SURVIVAL | m.c."

Me
I've been broken, I've loved and I've been hurt. A best friend, a hard worker, a loyal lover. I am simply human.

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Hollowed
Sunday, April 22, 2012 @ 8:34 PM
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I feel defeated. Like nothing I say or do matters either way.
I can't stand her. Her name, her face, her stupid little commentary. It's like every second she breathes I just want to punch her face in. I'm not even a hostile or aggressive person, I just genuinely cannot stand knowing she is in my vicinity.

I don't know quite to describe how I'm feeling or what I'm feeling or where my life is going. I feel like I'm just spinning and I can't stop. It's like the tea cup ride on an infinite loop and I can't get off.
I have so much weight on my chest, and I just want it to get off.

Justmakeitgoawayalreadyholyfuck

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