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Life Of A Part-Time Mermaid

"when you threw me to the wolves that night,
did you think they’d find me easy to swallow?
you’ve loved me more than the others; you know i claw and scream on the way down.

of course i bit back. i learned to love the moon.
i wore wolf skins as easily as my own.
i growled at death and watched him run.

please know that if you feel the hair rise on the back
of your neck, sense a shadow in the bathroom
mirror, find eyes in the thick of night, i am here.

i do not hunger after you.
i imagine you’ll taste exactly as i remember: sour, chalky, gritty. dirt under my nails.
i will be bored of this form soon.

i suggest next time, you try feeding me to dragons. — A STUDY IN SURVIVAL | m.c."

Me
I've been broken, I've loved and I've been hurt. A best friend, a hard worker, a loyal lover. I am simply human.

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Talkin' To Myself
Tuesday, June 19, 2012 @ 1:39 PM
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I'm fairly certain most people don't realize the extent to which I hate liars. I just don't like it one bit. There's a level and a limit and sometimes things seem trivial, but they're just enough to make you wonder if someone can't tell the truth about that, what else can't they tell the truth about?

I'm not that girl. I'm a lot of things, and I earn every bit of shit talking aimed at me, but I'm not a liar and I don't put up with them. I don't lower myself down to a level where I need someone who will lie to me. As a matter of fact, I don't rest my whole life on anyone just for that reason. I don't want to need someone.

There's one person that challenges that every day, but trust me it's not anyone who would lie to my face for 2 years.

Into The Blue
Saturday, June 9, 2012 @ 6:55 PM
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I literally do not know why I try. I mean it's evident she's not going anywhere. Girl's over there making things out the ass, joining groups with you, co-owning them. She might as well just be up on her pedestal, and here you are being distant from me and more or less most likely trying to push me away. Which is a legit wtf scenario.

It's not for my lack of trying, that's for sure. I've tried to push for more and talk more and be more open and affectionate. Nada. I mean granted, I don't know what goes on inside the workings of all of that, but seriously she just gets all this praise and things to do with you that makes her position feel cemented.

How do you think that makes me feel? It makes me feel like hell that's for sure. Because every time I say something it becomes a fight. That's all we've done. And you seem to think talking about her is okay now. Like she's nbd. Like it's not something I think about all day every day and you're just acting very non nonchalant about it. Actions speak louder than words, how about we try some of those today.

The Apple Tree
@ 6:37 PM
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I have the worst attention span with blogs. And it's not that I don't have all of these feelings and things to say. I'm amazingly opinionated and observant.

I don't even know what I wanna say right now. That's some shit isn't it? Well hopefully I can get in a writing mode and I'll do something like 2 entries in a day and feel productive later. Or not. Who knows. 

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