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Life Of A Part-Time Mermaid

"when you threw me to the wolves that night,
did you think they’d find me easy to swallow?
you’ve loved me more than the others; you know i claw and scream on the way down.

of course i bit back. i learned to love the moon.
i wore wolf skins as easily as my own.
i growled at death and watched him run.

please know that if you feel the hair rise on the back
of your neck, sense a shadow in the bathroom
mirror, find eyes in the thick of night, i am here.

i do not hunger after you.
i imagine you’ll taste exactly as i remember: sour, chalky, gritty. dirt under my nails.
i will be bored of this form soon.

i suggest next time, you try feeding me to dragons. — A STUDY IN SURVIVAL | m.c."

Me
I've been broken, I've loved and I've been hurt. A best friend, a hard worker, a loyal lover. I am simply human.

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Back At One
Sunday, September 25, 2011 @ 1:38 PM
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Yesterday I got to go see Lion King with mi madre, which brought back a ton of my childhood. Not that I haven't seen it since it was in theaters or I was a kid but I hadn't had quite the same feeling as I had back then. All I could think of was "god I want a kid" during the whole time watching the cute little girls come in all dressed up. I could do without a loud obnoxious boy, a cute little boy yes, though I haven't seen many of those around lately.

I have far too much to do today and no damn motivation. 7 page case study, essay revision, and some studying for a test tomorrow and here I am laying in bed looking at amusing images, no bueno. Today has been a very uneasy day, if that makes any sense. Lots of remembering my ex out of nowhere, and not the nice cuddly kind that you remember and it's sad you broke up. No no. We're talking the douchebag you couldn't get far enough away from even if you sling shoted his ass to Pluto (which is still a planet idgaf). I don't know why or where it came from. There I was in the shower trying to get excessive amounts of hairspray out and then it just crept in. It was this awful sickening feeling and started to wrap itself around my current relationship. I have no idea why. My s/o is nothing like my ex, not in any way shape and or form so why it tried to bother me today after 5 years I'll never know.

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