So, pretty much Christmas is ruined. As is most of if not all of my winter vacation. I should have known it would be, I haven't had a decent holiday all year.
I don't have words for how sad I am, at this point I don't even want to go downstairs and see our tree all lit up.

I told my mom I didn't want presents earlier this month, I told her I just wanted him here for Christmas. And she kept asking over and over what I want, and now I don't even have to pretend to be happy about opening presents because I'm not going to be.

Yay Christmas. /sarcasm