I hate the way my brain works, like how if something goes even a tiny bit wrong I'm terribly paranoid worrying for the worst. I don't know how it got that way, or why or I guess I do. I know that it's not healthy, I just wish I could have a talk about it. Not that it would probably help, but at least I could get it all off my chest.

School starts in a couple weeks, and I'm really not looking forward to this but it'll hopefully not go as busy as I'm anticipating. I'm sure after a few weeks back in the habit I'll not mind so much. I could use with something to keep me busy and keep my mind off things though.

I've been watching Mizayaki's movies lately, which have been making me smile. I've also been drawing Peter Pan for the past few days, and it's coming out better than anticipated.
I could really use a good chat with the one person I need to have it with. Maybe I'll get to have it soon, who knows.
Because god knows I'm afraid he'll leave again.