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Life Of A Part-Time Mermaid

"when you threw me to the wolves that night,
did you think they’d find me easy to swallow?
you’ve loved me more than the others; you know i claw and scream on the way down.

of course i bit back. i learned to love the moon.
i wore wolf skins as easily as my own.
i growled at death and watched him run.

please know that if you feel the hair rise on the back
of your neck, sense a shadow in the bathroom
mirror, find eyes in the thick of night, i am here.

i do not hunger after you.
i imagine you’ll taste exactly as i remember: sour, chalky, gritty. dirt under my nails.
i will be bored of this form soon.

i suggest next time, you try feeding me to dragons. — A STUDY IN SURVIVAL | m.c."

Me
I've been broken, I've loved and I've been hurt. A best friend, a hard worker, a loyal lover. I am simply human.

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Tuesday, May 19, 2015 @ 4:10 PM
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1: Present
49. Mikle A Muckle
Everyday blessings, Play, Mixed blessings

The present moment is a blessing, and I need to lighten up and adopt a trusting heart and child like wisdom. Don't look for hidden meanings or motivations.

2: Challenge
37. Tobaira Of The Waters
Emotions. Serenity. Meditation. Gracefully accepting change

I have a choice to make and wisely or unwisely it's still my choice. I need to remember no matter what I need nurturing and love and it's up to me to provide that. What this says about us I'm not sure.

But maybe it says emotions are the challenge we're facing.

3: Distant Past
39. Sunken Treasure. Discovery of Self. Adventure

I'm not entirely sure with this one. She's the frog queen and talks about kissing frogs to find someone. Perhaps in the past during my life I've kissed a bunch of frogs in my attempt to get to this point and meet the one I'm supposed to be with?



4: Recent Past
43.Geeeeeoooo the Slooow
Cycles of Time. Slowness. Waiting. Patience
He's a message to slow down. In the recent past I jumped into things and pushed the river. Hell my whole life I've tried to push and control the river.
Perhaps it's telling me to slow down, and stop trying to hurry


5: Best OUtcome
63. Indi
Indecision. Wishy-Washing. Commitment. Decision Making
He's about struggling to sit down and fulfil a commitment.
I'm not sure, I think it says we'll make the commitment? Maybe? Bueller?

6: Immediate future
41.Ilbe The Retriever
Office of Unclaimed Property, Hope, Wishes, Loyalty
It'll have to be worked for, but he is a reminder that our hope and dream is still there.

7: Factors affecting situation
59.The Bodacious Bodach
Meddling, Tampering, Sabotage. "Helpful Fixing". Order
Regroup my emotional, physical, and mental aspects. Tidy them up. He is a message that someone or myself is meddling in things and messing them up. I get a feeling that it's me.

8: External Influences
42. Myk The Myomancer
Small clues. Details. The messages everywhere. Patience
The universe is trying to gently tell me things, pay attention to what it's saying. Figure out what the question really is, to know the omens when they come

9: Hopes and Fears
62. The Glanconer
Illusion. Delusion. Lust. Projection. Clear Sight
I think it's saying that my or maybe both of our fears are wrapped up in delusions and illusions? I'm not sure. He's a message to double check things and to stop take the time and get to know the situation.  How that's a hope or fear I'm not sure

10: Final Outcome
60. Pook
Shape Changer. Good in bad, bad in good. Paradox, Resolution
It's time to stop putting good and bad labels on things. I just need to think about it, and the information I have is available to me.


That was so very very unclear.

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