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Life Of A Part-Time Mermaid

"when you threw me to the wolves that night,
did you think they’d find me easy to swallow?
you’ve loved me more than the others; you know i claw and scream on the way down.

of course i bit back. i learned to love the moon.
i wore wolf skins as easily as my own.
i growled at death and watched him run.

please know that if you feel the hair rise on the back
of your neck, sense a shadow in the bathroom
mirror, find eyes in the thick of night, i am here.

i do not hunger after you.
i imagine you’ll taste exactly as i remember: sour, chalky, gritty. dirt under my nails.
i will be bored of this form soon.

i suggest next time, you try feeding me to dragons. — A STUDY IN SURVIVAL | m.c."

Me
I've been broken, I've loved and I've been hurt. A best friend, a hard worker, a loyal lover. I am simply human.

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Mirror Spread
Sunday, January 25, 2015 @ 9:03 PM
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1. How I see Myself: Queen cups 
Spot on
2.How he sees me: 4 of pentacles
Clinging in an unhealthy way out of fear or anxiety, suffocating

 3. How I see the relationship: Knight of swords
That I'm charging in to save the day. Potentially ignoring the consequences of my actions 

 4. How he sees the relationship: Page of wands 
That it's coming to be? New, positive 

 5. What I want: 5 of wands 
To believe in myself, to have faith I'll end up where I should be 

 6. What he wants: 4 of wands 
To move where he lives (actually accurate), good news, stability, balance, harmony
completion and peace

 7. What I need: Temperance
Balance in my relationship, working through my personal issues, peace within myself

 8. What he needs: 8 of wands 
Patience, to put his best out there

 9. Influences acting in favor of me: The star 
Renewed hope, courage, trust in the universe 

 10. Influences acting in favor of him: 3 of cups 
An end to problems, compromise that allows for a more harmonious environment

 11. Influences Acting against me: 9 of cups
Final stages of development that may bring problem with it? Past experiences and methods of coping being part of that

 12. Influences Acting against him: 3 of swords
Rejection, loneliness, heartbreak, grief, betrayal (Maybe from the past? Still weighing in against him

 13. What I need to do: The tower
to get out of my comfort zone, truth and honesty

 14. What he needs to do: The devil
To stop feeling chained by his fears

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